What Goddess Are You?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

even you take a thousand of quiz like this, you won't help you to know yourself better

Smile

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile
That's the timeYou must keep on trying
Smile,
What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life
Is still worth-while
If you just smile

I posted this song on December 2004
And once again this song just reflecting thing that i should do
Smile, no matter what happened
Hopefully it can bring a sunshine through my heart

Swim swim swim

I want to swim, but due to my big belly (pssttt someone inside) i can't wear my old swimsuit. it's only work until my 4th month, i think.
i think the last time i swim, i was with my husband in our honeymoon . Yup, we have our honeymoon after i got pregnant. Well, we kind of busy people .

And now eventhough i really want to swim (articel said swimming is the best sports that you can do during your pregnancy) i can't, because i don't want to buy new swimsuit only to wear it a few times. Hmmm some people may call me stingy be i call my self thrifty .

Not much

Nothing much to say right now. Been busy cause friday last week i didn't go to the office, my husband was sick. He's not fully recover right now, but much better than last week. So i have few pending jobs need to be done to day.

Hopefully i have some free time this afternoon to update my blog.

Obat Ketek

Some of you may not understand what obat ketek means, it means deodorant. Everyday i use deodorant before going to work or anywhere else, it gives you more confident because your underarms will not be sweat eventhough if it's sweat it won't smelly.

Eventhough it's something that i do everyday, still sometime i forgot. Just like today. when i'm on my way to the office with my husband, i just scream, "oh my god i forgot something, i forgot to use my deodorant" . it keeps bugging me for sometimes, and suddenly i just got an idea.

I use my BodyShop face powder for my underarms . And it works well. But i'm not considering using BodyShop face powder for my deodorant, it's to expensive for obat ketek .

Oh oh Peg Perego

Right now i'm preparing all stuff that my baby going to need, one of them is stroller.
After asking to friends and realtives, me and my husband found out that Peg perego and Maclaren will be the best choise if we want to buy a stroller. But we also have to consider the price, because in indonesia the price will be expensive.

My sister offer me to buy maclaren at singapore but of course i have to pay her later (is she a stingy person, isn't she? hi hi hi hi hi, no she's not, just kidding ). Maclaren is cheaper in singapore than in indonesia and she will bring it when she's visiting me in august.
But we still have to think about it because it will cost us 1,5 million - 2 millin Rupiah. Well, currently we don't too much money to spend.

And last sunday, we finally bought peg perego!!! Quite expensive but nice, i think my husband fall in love with the stroller, eventhough we have another choice at that time. Elle stroller, it also nice and with with cheaper price than peg perego we can get the stroller and also car seat .

But i think my baby destiny is get peg perego as his/her stoller, well lucky you my baby. You have parents that love you very much But the bad news is we lost the handle bar, we're so sorry my baby

My Baby Name

Right now I'm six month pregnant and expecting my baby on the end of July. After a half day search in the internet (because i don't have time consuming things to do for my work), i finally found a name for my baby.
The doctor said that my baby is a boy, but for precaution i prepare name for girl and boy.

If it is a boy the name will be : Daud Malik Pramantya
Daud : One of Allah Messenger
Malik : King
Pramantya : shining

Another idea come up. How about : Rafan Malik Pramantya
Rafan : Beautiful, graceful

If it is a girl the name will be : Dania Malika Pradipta
Dania : Beautiful
Malika : Queen
Pradipta : Light

A new idea from my hubby is : Dania Hadya Malika
Hadya : a leader/ guide to righteouness

My sister propose a name Falisha, meaning happiness
Well, good input, i will think about it

So what do you think?
Any comment?

Changes

Well, today i make some changes to my blog.
I put some picture and also shoutbox, just try to make it a little bit interesting. Eventhough i have to admit that i'm not a creative person and very lack of new idea, poor me .
My sister has more idea and creativity than me, in this case i have to admit it. And now i just wondering what should i do next with my blog?

Dudut Cat

In my neighborhood there is a dudut cat. This dudut cat is a kembang asem cat. Many of you may not understand the word dudut cat or kembang asem cat because i think this term only exist in my family .

Dudut cat is not a cute cat like hello kitty but a fat and "hero" cat . A dudut cat usually is a boy, and seems like he owns a teritorial. Some kind cat godfather i think.

Unfortunatly i don't have a picture of this dudut cat, well it's because i don't have a digital camera. How poor i am.
Does anyone has a generous heart to buy me a digital camera?

I'am Back

Wow, it's been a long time since my last post. I thought my account became incative, so i just ignore it.
But today i found out that i can still access my blog, so here i am, writing again. My sister already has her own blog and she like to dress up her blog, not like me.
I just don't have time and creativity to do a lot of thing with my blog. But may be i try when i'm in the mood.
Last year so many things happened but i won't tell about it right now, because it's MONDAY, i have a lot of work to be done.
7.31 AM in monday morning, it's time to get back to work.

waiting.....

last tuesday i resigned from my office. i didn't know exactly what i felt back then, i didn't feel sad nor happy, just plain i guess.
a lot of things will be waiting for me in next coming weeks. my new job on february 21, my wedding the next 2 weeks, my sister will come on february 19 and a lot of preparation to do before my wedding party.
i just hope everything will be ok, i always pray for that.
i plan to go to yogya this saturday and i will back on monday night. just try to change the atmosfer and take a little vacation before my hectic life comes ahead.
i thought i have a lot of things to say but suddenly i lost my mood :(
11.25 pm now, time to go sleep, good nite, have a nice dream

Friends

i was reading one of my friend friendster and then i found out that she has so many friends and some of them are her best friends.
do i have many friends? yes i do have many friends
but how many best friends do you have? well i can't answer to that question
during my elementary school i have 2 best friends, mala and fira, but unfortunetly i don't know where they are now. we just lost contact, i try to find them on the internet but they seem not connected to the cyber world.
in senior high school, i used to think that i have best friends, but i don't know what they think about me. they like to do something and not involve me in.
in college all my friends who are i consider my best friends, never reply my mail or my sms.
in office, i do have some best friends, but sometimes i feel that we are best friends when we're in the office, on weekend or vacation, we hardly contact each other, may be because we just busy with our personal life.
well maybe the problem just me, or them? i don't know
some of my old friends still have contact with me, email or sms but i think they just friends, not best friends.
my boyfriend, who is going to be my husband in the next 2 month is my best friends, and also my sister.
maybe i just haven't meet my truly friends, but the clock still ticking so why worry.
the time will justify everything, and sometimes all you can do is just wait and see.

What Is Your True Hidden Power?

Your Hidden Power Is:
Earthly

You are sort of childish yet brave. If you get
pissed off you become a very strong fighter.
You hate seeing the earth die and you use your
special powers to save the earth from becoming
hell. You are loved by many and hated by few
but you only despise those that try and destroy
your wonderful earth.

Gem Stone:Emerald Eye Color:Lime
Green Hair Color:Brown with green on the
bottom tips and it is shoulder length flipped
out.

Quote:I tear my heart open. I sew my
self shut. My weakness is that i care to much.
And our scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my heart open just to feel.


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Smile

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile,
What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life
Is still worth-while
If you just smile

Where Does Your Beauty Lie?

See the Image

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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What is your element?

Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the
better'. Collecting is your strong point, but
listening too. You will not easily show
emotions, but will try to help, as long as you
get something back for it in the future, but
either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't
matter to you.


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Who's Perfect For You???

You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)


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What kind of girl are you?

You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

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06/12/2004

yesterday i was watching calling tru, a tv series at transtv. the episode was about tru having a high school reunion. in high school, tru have had a bestfriend, candace, but somehow she became evil, and they're no longer being friends. tru have to save candace because someone tried to kill her. at the end tru did save her and ask her to become friends again, but candace said there are things that can't be change, and it means that they can be friends again.

and the epilogue showed that one of their conversation in gym when they was in high school, tru said we will always be friend until we become old, aren't we? candace said of course, that what best friend are for. but what happened is compeletly different, now they even not speak to each other.tru's experience is just like mine. and i think i feel the way tru feels.

if we were friends back then why can't we now? we used to hang out together, talked on the phone for hours, laughing together. we even promise to grow old together. but now somehow my friend just dissapear as if she never exist in this world. i know is hurt tru very deeply when candace said that she doesn't want to be friend again with her, and i know i will feel the same with tru that why i never ask my friend the same question cause i know her too well that she will answer the same question with the same answer just like candace.

the good thing is i am plays as the good person, not the evil one. i happy with my life now, with the friends that i have now. what happened to me back then teach me that we deal with many different kind of people, is up to me how to handle them. we do make mistakes, is human, just don't do the same mistakes twice cause is stupid.

Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life